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My friend code is 5112-3739-4774. My friend safari is Ice type with Sneasel, Delibird and Cloyster!
My shiny values are 635 (X) and 1455 (Y).
after babysitting kids for 2 weeks know i think ive learnt a thing or two about how children work but the thing that still confuses me is how a child can
- do a thing
- when the thing backfires and hurts them
- they cry and cry and cry and cry
- and then DO THE THING AGAIN AND EXPECT A DIFFERENT RESULT
- AND FUCKING CRY AGAIN
notice how some grown adults do this and still have the same reaction
I’m not sure why I decided attempting to make my first layer cake at 5am was a good idea.
The doctors gave me a sedative to help me sleep better and even that is weak, ugh.
At least I feel awake this time. I guess.
I hate this. I hate being set off at the slightest touch.
I hate that they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me.
Apparently my psychologist is leaning more towards aspergers now and I can kind of see it, but I just can’t handle much more of this. She just asked my mom to take the evaluation test or whatever and hasn’t said anything about the results, but I’m just so scared this is going to become a permanent thing in my life. My family doesn’t understand why I’m so scared. I know I’m not that old yet, but I hear so many adults talk about how they miss their 20s and I just don’t want to feel like that. I mean, it’s weird, but I’d like to just have a chance to regret something rather than being forced to regret something. I’m just so terrified of this becoming my entire life.
That new “sleep” med is supposed to help with these feelings or whatever but I just keep getting deeper and deeper into this self-hate or whatever is going on and Idk how long I can stand it before doing something stupid.
If they can just get these feeling to stop being triggered by stupid pointless things, it would help so much.
I can’t stop stressing about my dad coming in tomorrow…
And my new sleeping pill is apparently a sedative so I can’t take it tonight since I need to be up to get my dad and it knocked me out for most of today when I took it last night.
I also can’t stop circling the drain, so to speak, with all the bad things so it’s just not getting any better…
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